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Update: imposter syndrome and flu!
Whee!
It's also April 1st and Easter Sunday. :)
It's also April 1st and Easter Sunday. :)
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No, no, no.
Does this media agency even know the meaning of "No Work On Sunday"? Just received email from director listing a litany of stuff for me to do. The email was also snide and blunt.
I am so glad to be out of the media agency in two weeks' time.
At the moment, I do not like it and I break in cold sweat whenever I get an email from them. And panic, stomach cramps, nausea. Yes, I get anxiety attacks. :(
EDIT:
Happy Easter to those who celebrate!
I am so glad to be out of the media agency in two weeks' time.
At the moment, I do not like it and I break in cold sweat whenever I get an email from them. And panic, stomach cramps, nausea. Yes, I get anxiety attacks. :(
EDIT:
Happy Easter to those who celebrate!
Slowly pulling through: update
Thank you for your replies and thoughts. I really appreciate them. It's been a week since my grandma had passed away and little things still trigger moments of deep sorrow. I grieve most for my dad who had so tirelessly looked after her in the four months right up until her passing. I saw him crying at the funeral and it tore at me.
I am slowly pulling through, getting back onto my feet.
This month is end of Lent, Easter, Ostara, resurrection and rebirth. So much to learn from it, listen to it. I want my own rebirth, my own rising-up-from-the-ashes, hence my phoenix icon. I identify so much with Phoenix it appears frequently in my stories, in my dreams.
Let this week be a good week.
I am also dealing with people whom I think I should not engage further. Unfortunately, they are part of a media agency I am writing for. Even I have already put in my letter of resignation, they are still acting like smug assholes, without a smidgeon of EQ whatsoever. So I am going to endure these 3 weeks until my last day in April. Hope the school contacts me again.
So, rebirth. I need it.
Edit: The school contacted me!
I am slowly pulling through, getting back onto my feet.
This month is end of Lent, Easter, Ostara, resurrection and rebirth. So much to learn from it, listen to it. I want my own rebirth, my own rising-up-from-the-ashes, hence my phoenix icon. I identify so much with Phoenix it appears frequently in my stories, in my dreams.
Let this week be a good week.
I am also dealing with people whom I think I should not engage further. Unfortunately, they are part of a media agency I am writing for. Even I have already put in my letter of resignation, they are still acting like smug assholes, without a smidgeon of EQ whatsoever. So I am going to endure these 3 weeks until my last day in April. Hope the school contacts me again.
So, rebirth. I need it.
Edit: The school contacted me!
Sunday state of the Saber: Easter Sunday.
Have a good Easter/Egg-Hunting/Spring Day. :)
Next week will be busy, as D is away at reservist in-camp. Have to wake up earlier to catch the bus. Likewise, it will be an interesting week as the elections are coming and cue the parties amping up their canvassing. I have thoughts regarding the elections, but I will save them for later, since I will end up ranting.
A request:
Anyone game to illustrate a book of children's sff? 2,444 words?
Next week will be busy, as D is away at reservist in-camp. Have to wake up earlier to catch the bus. Likewise, it will be an interesting week as the elections are coming and cue the parties amping up their canvassing. I have thoughts regarding the elections, but I will save them for later, since I will end up ranting.
A request:
Anyone game to illustrate a book of children's sff? 2,444 words?
