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Still alive, now working at a school, and pretty much chugging along. There are days I swear I have bounding energy. There are also days I swear I have none, even, to get me out of bed. But work keeps me going.

I need to get back to pagan/spiritual stuff.

For writery stuff, check out A Wolf's Tale. Most of my writery-related stuff goes there. Also there is my tumblr for more fandom, activism and more writery related stuff.
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At least, things are moving for Rider-related stuff. Page proofs are in and they look gorgeous. Right now, I am also encouraged to start the sequel to Phoenix With A Purpose.

Hopefully, with this, things are looking up.

Oh hai...

Apr. 24th, 2013 02:26 pm
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I started work on Monday. Woot, back to a school.

And... Stuff on my Tumblr. A sneak into things I am working on.
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It’s been two weeks since my grandmother passed away and the hurt is still here, the sudden flash of memory – and then the flood of hot tears in the eyes.

Butterflies have been appearing ever since. Dad told me about two strange occurrences, one on the day when she was cremated and another on the seventh day of her death. My aunt who had been her caregiver encountered a white butterfly who followed her everywhere she went. When she left the house, the butterfly flew away. Then, on the seventh day, a colorful butterfly fluttered in and lingered on my grandmother’s cupboard until night.

We would like to think that it was my grandmother who had visited us.

Me? A blue butterfly appeared on the day before the cremation. I saw it. My older girl saw it. The blue was dazzling, like shimmering velvet skies. Vivid eye-spots too. But my dad said that grandma had never been to where I live now.

Few hours left for Easter Sunday and soon, it would be April.

I miss ah-ma.
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Does this media agency even know the meaning of "No Work On Sunday"? Just received email from director listing a litany of stuff for me to do. The email was also snide and blunt.

I am so glad to be out of the media agency in two weeks' time.

At the moment, I do not like it and I break in cold sweat whenever I get an email from them. And panic, stomach cramps, nausea. Yes, I get anxiety attacks. :(

EDIT:
Happy Easter to those who celebrate!
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Thank you for your replies and thoughts. I really appreciate them. It's been a week since my grandma had passed away and little things still trigger moments of deep sorrow. I grieve most for my dad who had so tirelessly looked after her in the four months right up until her passing. I saw him crying at the funeral and it tore at me.

I am slowly pulling through, getting back onto my feet.

This month is end of Lent, Easter, Ostara, resurrection and rebirth. So much to learn from it, listen to it. I want my own rebirth, my own rising-up-from-the-ashes, hence my phoenix icon. I identify so much with Phoenix it appears frequently in my stories, in my dreams.

Let this week be a good week.

I am also dealing with people whom I think I should not engage further. Unfortunately, they are part of a media agency I am writing for. Even I have already put in my letter of resignation, they are still acting like smug assholes, without a smidgeon of EQ whatsoever. So I am going to endure these 3 weeks until my last day in April. Hope the school contacts me again.

So, rebirth. I need it.

Edit: The school contacted me!
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I turned 38 on the 1st of March.

And stuff... Rider's release is pushed back to a later date. Thank you all for being patient!

And...

Heart Of Fire, the third book of the Jan Xu series, is sold to Masque Books, the digital imprint of Prime Books. ;)

I announced it on my writery blog and now I am doing the same for my DW. ;)
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I am sick.

I hate my job.

Combine the two and you get overwhelming ennui.

On positive news: Rider has a new publisher and it will be published as the first book in a trilogy.
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I woke up from a strange dream. The dream saw me wandering along a rushing river, teeming with life. I saw lionesses and their cub, even leopards. The scene switched and I found myself inside a building, apparently a visitor center built beside the river. But everything was derelict. The cafe was gone. The center had a lot of plants and they were all in need of watering. I watered them, filling a pail with water. When people wandered in, they were also roped in to help. The river dried up, because the source was cut off.

I got my job and I am starting work on Monday.

This weekend is SPORE-Con and I will be busy.

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The smells of dinner drift along the corridor. Fried fish. Sizzling garlic. Sesame oil. The setting sun casts a golden sheen on the roof tops of the blocks of flats. It is the magical moment before night.

She inhales the aromas, glad to be alive.

A chill wind touches her skin.

Her dagger vibrates. She feels it through her bag.

A dark shadow darts away at the corner of her eye. It looks larger than the usual hungers she hunt at night. She gives chase, drawing her dagger. She passes by children who whisper gleefully: “Dragon, dragon, dragon.”*

* - a bit of what I am working on at the moment.
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This week: I might start work, my approval pending. We have a Council For Private Education, a government agency that oversees all the private institutions.

This week: SPORE-Con and AFCC. I am giving AFCC a miss this year as the topics are the same. I don't find it encouraging and indeed, a good space for YA/MG authors to grow. I am looking forward to SPORE-Con, a gaming convention. We now have a popular culture/SFF track.

This week: Soldiering on.

Writery: Basics Of Flight: YA steampunk novella - released as ebook and 99cents only.

Updatery.

May. 14th, 2012 08:28 am
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I will be off to discuss all-important terms and stuff. Work, yes. Hopefully, by the end of today, I will be entering the workforce again.

And for today: Oysters, Pearls and Magic on Smashwords is free.

Updatia.

May. 7th, 2012 03:06 pm
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I might have found a job. Sending my paperwork and qualifications tomorrow. On one hand, I am elated. Yet, on the other, I am not sure how my inlaws and my kids are going to handle this new development.

Rider and Speaker in a single book - only for a short period. :)

Updatery.

Mar. 30th, 2012 10:22 am
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Speaker, first draft (of many), is done. It is a novelette and I am not afraid to say it is a novelette.

The interview is next week.

The first anniversary of Wolf At The Door is next week.

They both happen to fall on the same day.

Watch this space for...something. ;)
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Apologies for not updating the journal as regularly as I should. I am swarmed with marking and real life circumstances (family and health issues).

I look back at all my previous posts from 2001 and realize that I have not been posting about my spirituality or gardening or things in general. I used to write a lot. Now I seem silent on such topics - simply because I have other things in my life? Perhaps I have reached an equilibrium and do not find the need to share constantly.

So. Marking. The boon and bane of every teacher's life. I have 140 scripts to mark and up til the 17th. At the moment, I am tackling the thickest pile. GAH. My eyes and gigantic leaps of logic, suspending beliefs etc. I end up marking their grammar.

My urban fantasy novel (book two!) is due to be released. I am not sure what or how to feel. Excited, yes. The first book has generally positive reviews, though the two-stars ratings do smart a little. A writer's life - have to roll with the sticks and stones.
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Last Friday, I met up with [profile] fantasyecho. We had such a wonderful time! (Cake muds - YUM! Especially with whiskey and tequila). And the fish spa - we have a garra ruffa fish off. ;) I am going to write something about the fantastic fish.

I miss [profile] fantasyecho already...

Saturday saw me attending STGCC, our version of the Comic Con.

I am finally getting into my edits...
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It's a school holiday here. I have finally some time to update.

School has started. Great fun now as I am incorporating social media in lessons.

We have a new family member, a black kitten. His name is Midnight.

I posted more stuff on Wolf's Tale. Mostly writery updates and observations on the Singaporean literary scene.
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My June holidays are almost over. The marking has been done, the report written. So, what happened to me?

I attended Pink Dot 2011. I went on short trips (Malacca and Bintan). I somehow managed to submit one story and have begun the task of going through my first round edits (for book two of urban fantasy series). In between, I corresponded with a local book distributor regarding my novels.

That's the exciting part.

I am also feeling - at the moment - drained/tired, probably because of my monthly *ahem*. Taking as much as naps I can...

For people who are curious, I have posted most of my writery stuff on A Wolf's Tale. For people who read my UF novel as well as my YA fiction, please do keep on signal-boosting. :)
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here.

Now back to marking and editing!
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Real life, at the moment, is brutal. Dot is down with a viral infection. Her fever dingdongs from high to low. So she is cranky, unhappy and clingy. When the medications work, she is back to her usual cheerful self. But when the fever returns, she is lethargic and refuses to play.

I managed to write my synopsis for book two of the Jan Xu series: Obsidian Moon, Obsidian Eye is in the works. Now I am sleepy, sniffly and wishing that I have a cosy bed to sleep in. LOL.

I have made some updates on A Wolf's Tale. I should blog more, especially when it comes to my books. Likewise, if you like my books, do help me signal boost, tell people about them!

And I have started gardening again. ;)
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One story has been accepted by M-Brane SF.

My school may purchase my books and place them in the library. If the response is good, there may be a book signing (and sale). *checks if Mercury has gone direct*

Work-wise, I am bracing myself for another load of marking (second essay test for the kiddies). I leafed through my first class and winced.

Cub and Dot are beautiful girls. I look at them - they are growing up fast. They give me hugs so readily now... what happens when they become teens? Where did the time go?

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